I'M BACKKKKK~! :D

Gosh its nice to be back blogging again (:

Now that I'm done with my Nitec, I can do soo much things with my life right now till i start school again that will be either be in April or in August if I'm selected in NAFA. But I'm really hoping to enter NAFA though. Cause theres much more choices of course that I can enter over there. Insya'allah if I can enter NAFA I wanna take Media in Advertising perhaps? (: Okay enough talking about school.

So yeah. I've kinda enjoying my life lately.

But I still have that empty feeling inside of me. Maybe cause I've not been meeting my BFF. And I miss my BFF soo much. Miss all the crazy times we had which was lots of fun. Must meet up soon kay? And share stories like we always do (:

As I'm enjoying my holiday, A part of me still

miss school though =X Despite all the stressful projects, exams to study for and sickish attitude that some humans have. But who don't have attitude right? everyone tends to show some attitude to one another at some point of times. So as I was saying. Despite all that, I still had fun though. Miss meeting me cliques in the morning either outside school or at at KB (Kerusi bulat or in English is called round table) And I'll always take 23 and Nad and Lovie will always wait for me at Boon Keng bus stop and we'll walk together to school or meet Putri and Syukri and we'll meet up with Shu Wen in class (: And we'll have our lunch together. Maybe at Boon Keng or City Square. :D Soo much memories ♥ ^^ Arghhhhh~! I miss school already :/ Okay Atiqah stop it -.-

Okay! I'm off to eat now and later will be going out with Granny, Amirah and Hakeem to Punggol :D

Bye everyone~!

Why isit soo hard just to feel happy?! Its very unfair! All I want is to he happy always and it seems like I can't never be happy with how things is right now ):

And I was expecting that you would understand me. But I feel that you don't. Maybe cause you're putting too high hopes on me. But I can never be the same as you. So please never have high hopes on me cause I can never be the best. I know myself better but that don't mean that I'm gonna give up.

I'm just tired of arguing and fighting with you like seriously. I'm just TIRED! :'(

You just don't understand me. And how the hell am i gonna

tell you whats wrong when i myself don't even know why. Haish. No one understands me. Not even myself -.- Sad life huh? What am i supposed to do? I just wanna be alone if i can. But being alone won't solve anything. And that gose the sane even when i'm around people. tsk What a life

Its been awhile since I last update my blog huh?
been too busy with school work and life lately. I kinda miss blogging though. My blog is the place where I can let out all my feelings.. And I hope after I finish blogging I should feel better already. Well, I hope lah

I guess only god knows how am I feeling now.
I feel like shut myself from everyone in my life now cause all I do is disappoint them in the end. Especially the person that I love soo much. Sometimes I feel that I'm not the one for you. I can never make you happy. Most of the arguments we had is all because my me and my stupid mistakes. I'm very selfish. Now I'm hating myself for what I've done. I'm the must stupid person in the whole entire world. I can't love you like how you love me. And I'm really sorry for that. I really do. Its all my fault :'(

I guess I better get going now.
I don't have much time already. Gotta do my work now. Goodnight everyone! :D

HELLO!
I'M BACKKKK~! :D Sorry for the dead blog. Been busy school and life lately. Soo many things going of and finally now I'm free :D No more school, No more exams and most importantly, NO MORE PROJECTS! :D Yeayyyyy~! :D

And I just can't wait to go Pineng with my
cliques next week xD Too bad Putri and Shu Wen can't go since they already went for school trip last year :/ But don't worry girls. the both of you will always be in our heart (: I can't wait to go shoppinggggggggg~! :D Hehehehehehehehe!

Hmmmmmm, Today I geuss I'll be staying at home the whole day
No wait. Spending my day cleaning my messy cupboard before I leave for Pineng. Just can't stand the messy-ness of my cupboard. Soo many thing lying all over the place :/

Okay. Thats all for today.
Gonna have my lunch now. Toodles!

Leave
Yeah, finally I realize, that I'm nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me

Ah ah ah ah~

Like the tides my heart is broken
Like the wind my heart is shaking
Like the smoke my love faded away
It never erases like a tattoo
I sigh deeply and the ground shakes
My heart is full of dust (say goodbye)

Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But from what was expected, I'm getting along quite well by myself
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless

What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Do you even see me, did you already completely forget me?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't even approach you or talk to you
Alone in the night, I erase my thoughts a hundred times


Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and just live on
Because I have no regrets from loving you, so only take the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand it in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
Day by day it fades away

Oh, girl, I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye

Even if we bump into each other
Pretend you didn't see me and keep going
If old memories keep on being thought of
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, so I don't think of anything else
You have to get along so there is not even a small regret in me

Like the white sky and like the blue clouds
Yes, just smile like nothing is wrong


Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and just live on
Because I have no regrets from loving you, so only take the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand it in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
Day by day it fades away

[ your heart is relieved after leaving me
Just forget me and live on
Those tears will all dry up, yeah
As day by day passes

If we never met each other then it would have hurt less, mm
The promise of us staying together is now a memory baby
I'll pray for you


Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and just live on
Because I have no regrets from loving you, so only take the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand it in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
Day by day it fades away

Oh, girl, I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh, my love, don’t lie, lie
You’re my heart, say goodbye

I just love this song. Th lyrics are soo touching and the MV is better! :D

Okay goodnight! wake up early for NDP Motivator training tomorrow

I can't sleep! Haiya! I hate it when I can't sleep and
I know there's gonna be a very long day tomorrow :/ Well, tomorrow I have to go to ITE Headquarters for Graduation Ceremony for DMT Club and they asked me to be our photographer for DMT Club. Okaylah tu. Teacher say that we'll get GPA for it. So why not right? Free GPA! Hahahahahahaha! :D

And I haven't been blogging for
some time and I'm sorry for that. Been busy with school and stuffs. But so far my life has been great I guess? Just busy with school work and things like that. But yeah. So far everything's fine I'm still the happy and cheerful Atiqah :D

Life has been okay so far. Nothing much to update about.
Scheel is as kecoh as akways :D My cliques areas kecoh and fun as always (: I just enjoy my school days. Have always been looking forward to school and its all because f my scandals and of course love ♥ But on the other hand, I kinda miss my secondary school with M.I.A.S (: How can I meet you guys again? I think by now everyone will by busy with their own life. I wanna hang out with you. Especially Idris. We must hang out together soon kay BFF? (:

Even though I'm already attached to someone,
but my love for you as my BFF will never change no matter what. You'll always be the person that I really trust and care about. You were always there for me whenever I need you and I really appreciate that (: Close together or far apart, you'll always be in my heart (:
I MISS YOU BFF ♥

And as fr love,
Thank you very much for all the outings and gifts. I really appreciate it a lot (: I know its not really easy for you to layankan alll my prangai but thanks anyway (: You're the best gift that Allah s.w.t has sent to me (: People has said a lot of things about me and my condition and that you don't fit to be with me 'cause of my condition but you choose to ignore just continue with this relationship. I'm soo touched by the sacrifices that you've made and not giving up in us (: I may not be as perfect and good looking as all your ex girlfriends but thanks for loving me just the way I am (:

Okay! I think I better get to sleep now
before my mom wakes up and start screaming at me in the middle of the night =X But how to sleep when its freaking warm at home?! Haiya! Feel like taking a bath in ice water sey -.-

Goodnight all! :D

I'M BACKKKKK~! :D

Gosh its nice to be back blogging again (:

Now that I'm done with my Nitec, I can do soo much things with my life right now till i start school again that will be either be in April or in August if I'm selected in NAFA. But I'm really hoping to enter NAFA though. Cause theres much more choices of course that I can enter over there. Insya'allah if I can enter NAFA I wanna take Media in Advertising perhaps? (: Okay enough talking about school.

So yeah. I've kinda enjoying my life lately.

But I still have that empty feeling inside of me. Maybe cause I've not been meeting my BFF. And I miss my BFF soo much. Miss all the crazy times we had which was lots of fun. Must meet up soon kay? And share stories like we always do (:

As I'm enjoying my holiday, A part of me still

miss school though =X Despite all the stressful projects, exams to study for and sickish attitude that some humans have. But who don't have attitude right? everyone tends to show some attitude to one another at some point of times. So as I was saying. Despite all that, I still had fun though. Miss meeting me cliques in the morning either outside school or at at KB (Kerusi bulat or in English is called round table) And I'll always take 23 and Nad and Lovie will always wait for me at Boon Keng bus stop and we'll walk together to school or meet Putri and Syukri and we'll meet up with Shu Wen in class (: And we'll have our lunch together. Maybe at Boon Keng or City Square. :D Soo much memories ♥ ^^ Arghhhhh~! I miss school already :/ Okay Atiqah stop it -.-

Okay! I'm off to eat now and later will be going out with Granny, Amirah and Hakeem to Punggol :D

Bye everyone~!

Why isit soo hard just to feel happy?! Its very unfair! All I want is to he happy always and it seems like I can't never be happy with how things is right now ):

And I was expecting that you would understand me. But I feel that you don't. Maybe cause you're putting too high hopes on me. But I can never be the same as you. So please never have high hopes on me cause I can never be the best. I know myself better but that don't mean that I'm gonna give up.

I'm just tired of arguing and fighting with you like seriously. I'm just TIRED! :'(

You just don't understand me. And how the hell am i gonna

tell you whats wrong when i myself don't even know why. Haish. No one understands me. Not even myself -.- Sad life huh? What am i supposed to do? I just wanna be alone if i can. But being alone won't solve anything. And that gose the sane even when i'm around people. tsk What a life

Its been awhile since I last update my blog huh?
been too busy with school work and life lately. I kinda miss blogging though. My blog is the place where I can let out all my feelings.. And I hope after I finish blogging I should feel better already. Well, I hope lah

I guess only god knows how am I feeling now.
I feel like shut myself from everyone in my life now cause all I do is disappoint them in the end. Especially the person that I love soo much. Sometimes I feel that I'm not the one for you. I can never make you happy. Most of the arguments we had is all because my me and my stupid mistakes. I'm very selfish. Now I'm hating myself for what I've done. I'm the must stupid person in the whole entire world. I can't love you like how you love me. And I'm really sorry for that. I really do. Its all my fault :'(

I guess I better get going now.
I don't have much time already. Gotta do my work now. Goodnight everyone! :D

HELLO!
I'M BACKKKK~! :D Sorry for the dead blog. Been busy school and life lately. Soo many things going of and finally now I'm free :D No more school, No more exams and most importantly, NO MORE PROJECTS! :D Yeayyyyy~! :D

And I just can't wait to go Pineng with my
cliques next week xD Too bad Putri and Shu Wen can't go since they already went for school trip last year :/ But don't worry girls. the both of you will always be in our heart (: I can't wait to go shoppinggggggggg~! :D Hehehehehehehehe!

Hmmmmmm, Today I geuss I'll be staying at home the whole day
No wait. Spending my day cleaning my messy cupboard before I leave for Pineng. Just can't stand the messy-ness of my cupboard. Soo many thing lying all over the place :/

Okay. Thats all for today.
Gonna have my lunch now. Toodles!

Leave
Yeah, finally I realize, that I'm nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me

Ah ah ah ah~

Like the tides my heart is broken
Like the wind my heart is shaking
Like the smoke my love faded away
It never erases like a tattoo
I sigh deeply and the ground shakes
My heart is full of dust (say goodbye)

Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But from what was expected, I'm getting along quite well by myself
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless

What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Do you even see me, did you already completely forget me?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't even approach you or talk to you
Alone in the night, I erase my thoughts a hundred times


Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and just live on
Because I have no regrets from loving you, so only take the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand it in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
Day by day it fades away

Oh, girl, I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye

Even if we bump into each other
Pretend you didn't see me and keep going
If old memories keep on being thought of
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, so I don't think of anything else
You have to get along so there is not even a small regret in me

Like the white sky and like the blue clouds
Yes, just smile like nothing is wrong


Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and just live on
Because I have no regrets from loving you, so only take the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand it in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
Day by day it fades away

[ your heart is relieved after leaving me
Just forget me and live on
Those tears will all dry up, yeah
As day by day passes

If we never met each other then it would have hurt less, mm
The promise of us staying together is now a memory baby
I'll pray for you


Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and just live on
Because I have no regrets from loving you, so only take the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand it in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
Day by day it fades away

Oh, girl, I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh, my love, don’t lie, lie
You’re my heart, say goodbye

I just love this song. Th lyrics are soo touching and the MV is better! :D

Okay goodnight! wake up early for NDP Motivator training tomorrow

I can't sleep! Haiya! I hate it when I can't sleep and
I know there's gonna be a very long day tomorrow :/ Well, tomorrow I have to go to ITE Headquarters for Graduation Ceremony for DMT Club and they asked me to be our photographer for DMT Club. Okaylah tu. Teacher say that we'll get GPA for it. So why not right? Free GPA! Hahahahahahaha! :D

And I haven't been blogging for
some time and I'm sorry for that. Been busy with school and stuffs. But so far my life has been great I guess? Just busy with school work and things like that. But yeah. So far everything's fine I'm still the happy and cheerful Atiqah :D

Life has been okay so far. Nothing much to update about.
Scheel is as kecoh as akways :D My cliques areas kecoh and fun as always (: I just enjoy my school days. Have always been looking forward to school and its all because f my scandals and of course love ♥ But on the other hand, I kinda miss my secondary school with M.I.A.S (: How can I meet you guys again? I think by now everyone will by busy with their own life. I wanna hang out with you. Especially Idris. We must hang out together soon kay BFF? (:

Even though I'm already attached to someone,
but my love for you as my BFF will never change no matter what. You'll always be the person that I really trust and care about. You were always there for me whenever I need you and I really appreciate that (: Close together or far apart, you'll always be in my heart (:
I MISS YOU BFF ♥

And as fr love,
Thank you very much for all the outings and gifts. I really appreciate it a lot (: I know its not really easy for you to layankan alll my prangai but thanks anyway (: You're the best gift that Allah s.w.t has sent to me (: People has said a lot of things about me and my condition and that you don't fit to be with me 'cause of my condition but you choose to ignore just continue with this relationship. I'm soo touched by the sacrifices that you've made and not giving up in us (: I may not be as perfect and good looking as all your ex girlfriends but thanks for loving me just the way I am (:

Okay! I think I better get to sleep now
before my mom wakes up and start screaming at me in the middle of the night =X But how to sleep when its freaking warm at home?! Haiya! Feel like taking a bath in ice water sey -.-

Goodnight all! :D