Heloo ! Its 11.30pm right now and i still can't get myself to sleep . I've kept thinking how my own future will look like . Well, i'll just let all my feelings that i've keeping to myself out here .

I just can't get over it man . After all that have happened in my life, This is the most painful problem that i've faced so far .

I Felt Sad,
I Felt Frustrated,
I Felt Very Disepointed .

I'm just soo sick and tired of th=aking medication and did not make any progress . Its like waisting my own parents's money ... I just don't want to trouble others thats all. Especially my family , friends and teachers . I have to coppy my friends's work everythme when i can't see what my teacher is writing on the whiteboard . How i wished that i don't trouble them at all .
To my friends, I'm soo sorry if i trouble you guys alot . I jus hate to trouble people . Iff i can do it, I will not ask for help . but too bad, i really need help sometimes and i'm sorry if i always trouble you guys .

How will you feel when you can't even acheive your bigest dream in your life? One of the things that you really want it badly and in the end, You Can't even Acheive it . Can't you even imagine how disepointed i am ...

So now i already learnt my lesson . Never to to have a high hope for something that you are not shure at . Cause in the end, You'll get very disepointed . And it hurts alot ...

Yes . I may look very cheerful. But in my heart, on;y god knows how i feel deep inside .

So yeah . for those people that have problems in your life, Just remmember that you are not alone . Everyong have thair problems in life . Its just the matter when you'll solve it thats alll . For mine, i don't even know when it will all ends . Only god knows . And in the mean yime, I'll just hope that this problem i'm faceing right now will settle as fast as posible . Because, all the course that i see in ITE really need someone with a good eyesighe . And for me, i always finds it hard to see things that are small . So, how am i supposed to do all this things ? I might trouble others again . And i really don't want that to happens .

Okay . Its getting late now . And i must force myself to sleep .

Just remmember that beeing happy dosent means everything's perfect .

Heloo ! Its 11.30pm right now and i still can't get myself to sleep . I've kept thinking how my own future will look like . Well, i'll just let all my feelings that i've keeping to myself out here .

I just can't get over it man . After all that have happened in my life, This is the most painful problem that i've faced so far .

I Felt Sad,
I Felt Frustrated,
I Felt Very Disepointed .

I'm just soo sick and tired of th=aking medication and did not make any progress . Its like waisting my own parents's money ... I just don't want to trouble others thats all. Especially my family , friends and teachers . I have to coppy my friends's work everythme when i can't see what my teacher is writing on the whiteboard . How i wished that i don't trouble them at all .
To my friends, I'm soo sorry if i trouble you guys alot . I jus hate to trouble people . Iff i can do it, I will not ask for help . but too bad, i really need help sometimes and i'm sorry if i always trouble you guys .

How will you feel when you can't even acheive your bigest dream in your life? One of the things that you really want it badly and in the end, You Can't even Acheive it . Can't you even imagine how disepointed i am ...

So now i already learnt my lesson . Never to to have a high hope for something that you are not shure at . Cause in the end, You'll get very disepointed . And it hurts alot ...

Yes . I may look very cheerful. But in my heart, on;y god knows how i feel deep inside .

So yeah . for those people that have problems in your life, Just remmember that you are not alone . Everyong have thair problems in life . Its just the matter when you'll solve it thats alll . For mine, i don't even know when it will all ends . Only god knows . And in the mean yime, I'll just hope that this problem i'm faceing right now will settle as fast as posible . Because, all the course that i see in ITE really need someone with a good eyesighe . And for me, i always finds it hard to see things that are small . So, how am i supposed to do all this things ? I might trouble others again . And i really don't want that to happens .

Okay . Its getting late now . And i must force myself to sleep .

Just remmember that beeing happy dosent means everything's perfect .